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I miss you, I miss myself


I miss writing in plain white sheet

I miss you and sorry I forget,

I miss you, I am lazy I know

I miss you, oh yes, I miss myself.
When I cannot cope up

I lose it,

Caught up in a mix

Wrecking ball in my head.
Words could have been written

Feelings not forgotten,

In time memory fades

I’m glad someone reminds me of it.
But I know it’s always been there

The gift He shares,

That which brings calmness

Peace, beauty and identity within.

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Believe ♥ ♥ ♥

For the wonders of the universe are yours
The law governs your will
No mystery in believing
Faith in action, answers everything.

When doubts creep in
Thoughts renew
With great confidence
It becomes Strong hold.

My heart sings so loud
My soul expressing
Feeling of joyfulness hard to contain,
Finally happening.

You know every single day and night
I claim, I believe, I feel, I imagine
I trust, I cry, I give thanks,
Everything I surrender.

These things in my mind,
carried in my heart I am grateful
Feeling it brings
I have lived. I believe.

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Broken ♥ Praise

Oh I will sing praises
Despite my heartache
Job lost everything
Yet he remain in faith
How can I not?

I hold on to your promises
Your words resonate.
It become flesh
Your thoughts greater than mine
Your ways far mysterious.

You never fail to grant my heart’s desire
You won’t stop now
I will continue to love
To sing joyful hymns
Even in tears.

In you I surrender my dream.
I lift it up.
I still believe.
I trust in you.
My GOD, my confidence.

Your promises.
Your ways.
Your greatness.
Your generosity.
Your mercy and your L O V E  for me.

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Oh it’s Holy week

I come before you
Sincere and true
Confessing feeling
Surrendering guilt
Occupied but not fulfilled
Caught up with the world
Not much time to spend
Become the last on my list
I’m sorry, truly am
Weeping at your feet
With sorrow and gladness
Hear my cry, arms open wide.
Questions thrown
Terror in the world
Innocence killed
Death in disasters
Good people suffer
Dishonest man prosper
My faith maybe shaken
Things I cannot comprehend
In silence, wisdom and love
It is answered
Deep core of being believe
You are great. In you we are save.

 

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a place in me

Nothing more fulfilling than to find your true self

Hidden behind confuse feelings, unstable emotions,

Superficial desire, selfish success,

Journey to life full of mystery

Unfathomable

You sit in the corner trying to find more of nothing,

Recover from longing of belongingness

Finally free and genuinely happy

And say I’ve found my place in this world

It’s inside of me.