I miss you, I miss writing
I miss to be alone, on my own
So many disturbances
But, when I think of it
Do they really matter?
Maybe yes, maybe not
A little bit, but not really important
I miss myself.
This time, it feels different.
Silence and peace.
A different kind of joy I felt.
I long for this.
my mind wanders
thoughts flow and flow
of things, of dreams
of places, of you
I feel like floating
just floating
relaxing
thinking
not too much
just right
Im taking my time
Enjoying now
Looking forward whats next.
They whispered, I listened
They cried, I too was hurt
They warned, I dessiminated
I felt their pain
A little weird
Different feels.
Do you pray for me too?
Because when I think of you
Sometimes I stop a while and
Say a short prayer
I truly care, and
I wish you well.
Casual conversation
Relating education, your project
Maybe my concern
Your visit, beyond what I expect
Surprise!
Need to catch my breath
I smiled in private.
I thought this is done
But little heart’s space
seems to notice your presence.
So I guess, I just want to feel this
tingling happiness.
How ironic,
when I tried to forget
You have shown interest,
in my dreams.
Yes! You were there,
in my mid-night dreams. Thrice.
Each moment feels right and real
Memories still vivid
You want to spend time with me.
We laugh, had coffee.
You approach me, unhesitatingly
Like you really like me.
My heart wish its true.
Not just in dreams too.
I may received failure notice
But I hold on to your truth
Because you are all goodness and love
I remember, when I kneeled
I just know that it was answered.
I’ll keep the faith.
Your plans are as high as the heavens
I trust in Your promise.
I learn in everything,
And always hope.
When I read the truth
I froze, time stopped
Tears dropped
Heart broken
But I called your Name,
I prayed.
I don’t believe in impossibility
Because You can do anything you know,
You are God.
This pain we carry,
This pain we offer,
We lift up,
Brings hope,
Draws us closer
Renewed spirit
Deeper understanding
Divine Healer
In You we cling.
You are our peace.
It hurts when you did not respond
Not even acknowledging what I say
I guess that is because you mean to me.
Or maybe not really, it’s just me thinking
Maybe I matter to you.
You know, I try to question my worth,
And realize maybe because
I’m just a nobody
And it hurts badly
But thank you,
those romantic thoughts
have vanished
self pride get the better of me
And now I’m free! : )
Sitting on the bench
In a peaceful beach, almost sunset
Thinking what success truly is
Wandering self,
Focus is what I need
Resign and try to live
Searching for the soul, lost interest
Time conceals
Looking back, life is a bliss
But sadness comes like rain
Do not be dismayed
Choice provided
Live the life you truly wanted
That brings happiness
It doesn’t matter what others think
At times you feel low
Left out and unguided
Be awaken, let it not stay
Cherish the gift bestowed.
See the flowers bloom again
Get up and be somebody
you’ve been dreaming.
Yes dream again!
Without bothering what others have accomplished.
Forget what others want you to get,
Follow the inner most voice that matters.
The loveliness inside of you,
The light that shines within
That which you truly desire.
This makes life happiest.
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